Decision Time...

[kellifer]

I think at this point I've decided to drop out of the SPN Big Bang.

Ugh, of all the ficathons I've ever done, I've only ever had to drop out of one and have usually been a backup more often than not. It's weird for me to not finish something but I'm just not... enjoying it. I still *want* to write this story and I don't want to come to resent it and have it be such a source of stress and worry to me that I just can't bear to look at it.

*sad face*

I think that's why I'm feeling so blocked at the moment. The prospect of this huge thing that I just haven't really made a dent in is basically bottle-necking everything else I want to write to a point where nothing will come out. I mean, I got all these lovely crossover and five things fic prompts and still zip.

With this off my plate, I have officially nothing due at the moment, which is actually a really good feeling and may be just what I need. Also, I'm thinking I want to receive my Sweet Charity prompt while having a clean slate.

Comments

[deirdre-c.livejournal.com]

It's all about The Fun, honey, so don't beat yourself up because you drop the Big Bang project. It's not like an exchange where you've promised someone something. You're not letting anyone down.

In fact, if it frees you up to work on all the other projects you've been blocked on, it's a huge WIN! (speaking for myself, of course. *greedygreedygreedy*)

Do what makes you happy. It's all good.

[kellifer-fic.livejournal.com]

Hehehee... thankyou hon! *snuggles you*

I know... that was my main thing... it's not an exchange so the only person I'm really letting down is myself.

I'm hoping this will unclog me and there will be floods and floods of fic. :D