Yeah, count me in for another conflicted fan. I really like this alternate Dean, and I get that Sam feels like he fits in this universe, and it is a very fascinating universe--but brother!Dean. Brother!Dean, brother!Dean, brother!Dean, who Sam faced (or would face) Hell-memories for in canon...I feel like being apart from him should be torturing Sam, and the fact it's not is really bothering me. There's no way that brother!Dean will ever stop looking for Sam, either, and that's killing me dead.